It's difficult question.
To be honest, you should choose famous DAW ( like Ableton Live or GarageBand ).
because they has a lot of documentations and users who can help you.
but, if you like to challenge big adventure or you'd like to make me happy, 2020 will work.
you'll need :
- learning how to make beats by your self.
- learning basic sound design (synthesizing and effectors) by your self.
- many trials and errors.
14 years ago, I started creating music with Akai MPC.
it had many features, tiny display, and confusing documents, without so much internet documents.
so, I think it's not impossible.
I hope you'll have fun to make beats.