Happy New Years all.
The New Year is a time of reflection on the year past and projection for the year future.
Reflecting on what I've learned from this project is very difficult for me. This project has become a very sore spot in my life, partly because of how difficult the road has been thus far and how much I believed in it going in. Unfortunately, I had a series of misfortune all around, but upon reflection the main downfall has been lack of team. I quickly burnt myself out and ran through a series of less than reliable partners. Had I planned better or known what I know now, I could have either budgeted the cost of paying skilled professionals to do the work I was incapable of or not moved forward without trustworthy, reliable and skilled individuals who were wholly committed to the project.
All I can say at this point is you all have my deepest apologies for still not delivering. That being said, I am still making weekly progress -- albeit rather slowly -- towards our shared vision. At this point it would be infinitely easier just to throw up my hands and throw in the towel, however I've invested too much time and far too much money to get to this point, so I will see it through. I hope you can all trudge on with me in the new year and give me your support. Your kind words and encouragement are extremely motivating. So I look forward to 2015 and hopefully can see this thing through to the end. It has been a crazy journey of ups and downs and isn't quite over yet.
If anyone has a (serious) interest in committing to this project and lives on the West Coast, please do reach out to me.
May 2015 bring you all love and prosperity.